Tomorrow M starts her first day of Kindergarten. Wow. It shouldn’t be hard to believe, her being 5 and all, yet I feel myself saying the cliché, “Can you believe it??” I feel like I need this to be the end of an era. The start of a new beginning. I’ve spent the last 5 or so years trying to find myself trying to fit in and find my place in the world, I feel sometimes like I’ve just been lost in this world and forgotten who I am. But I think the truth of that matter is, I’m not done becoming who I am. We evolve, we change, we grow. I’ve been so focused on everyone else and trying to fit in somewhere that I didn’t learn to be me. This summer has been a summer of that, relearning to be myself whatever or whoever that will turn out to be. I figure I’m always going to be changing and growing and learning new things, loving new things.
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